https://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/05/04/the-hard-letter-dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story-part-18/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/img_4289.jpgIMG_4289https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/img_4287.jpgIMG_4287https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/clinic6.jpgclinic6https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/dsc_1146-e1525463816263.jpgAbortion Clinichttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/520a9531.jpg520A9531https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/11.jpg11https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/10.jpg10https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/6.jpg6https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/4.jpg42018-05-04T21:02:39+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/05/04/the-second-letter-a-big-beautiful-birth-story-dear-abortion-doctor-part-17/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/dyqa1283.jpgNoah's First Doctor VisitHere we are at Noah's first checkup at a few days after birth. You can see his eyes are still bloodshot from shoulder dystocia. https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/pp_0692.jpgpp_0692https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/noah-dr.jpgNoah DRhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/dsc_0155.jpgDSC_0155https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/noah-24.jpgNoah 24https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/dsc_0154.jpgDSC_0154https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/purple-heart.jpgThe Second Letter to Dear Abortion Doctor - Part 2 of Noah Cedric's Birth (postpartum hemorrhage)https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/noah_24.jpgnoah_24https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/noah_22.jpgNoahIsaac and Lily are meeting Noah shortly after his birth. (Just look at Isaac’s happy face!) https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/noah_21.jpgNoah_212018-05-04T20:32:51+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/04/20/stuck-fighting-for-life-shoulder-dystocia-birth-part-16-dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/04/lighter121.jpglighter12https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/04/name-game.jpgName Gamehttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/04/lighter12.jpglighter12https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/04/lighter10.jpglighter10https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/04/lighter8.jpglighter8https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/04/lighter61.jpglighter6https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/04/lighter6.jpglighter6https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/04/lighter2.jpglighter2https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/04/lighter1.jpglighter1https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/04/lighter4.jpglighter4I got a small look before my baby boy was whisked away.2018-05-04T20:10:43+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/22/9-months-to-overdue-part-15-dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/img_4868.jpgSalad and yogurt for laborMy yummy salad and yogurt with fruit for laboring.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/triage-1.jpgAlmost time for BabySteve and I waited in the triage for the doctors recommendation. https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/40weeks.jpgFull Term Big Babyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/40w1.jpg40 Weeks Pregnant Praying for Life2018-02-22T02:29:42+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/19/dear-abortion-doctor-sidewalk-advocacy/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/img_4101.pngThis Song Was PlayingThis song was playing when I saw the cross. I was filled with great joy and hope.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/img_4547.jpgIMG_4547https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/img_4546.jpgIMG_4546https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/img_4562.jpgIMG_4562https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/isaac-took-this-picture-of-me.jpgIsaac took this picture of me.Isaac took this picture of me.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/car-seat.jpgCar Seathttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/clinic-cross.jpgA Cross Reflected in the Abortion Clinic Window 320 Fultonhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/cross2.jpgCross in Abortion Clinic Window2018-02-19T19:06:02+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/19/the-first-letter-sent-part-14-dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/being-vulnerable.jpgBeing Vulnerablehttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/noah-cedric.jpgNoah Cedric2018-02-19T19:03:25+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/12/measure-me-tempted-by-bitterness-part-12-dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/newb1.jpgnewb2018-02-19T18:05:56+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/10/christmas-at-the-abortion-clinic-part-10-dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/dsc_0551.jpgDSC_0551https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/winter2015-cover.jpgFamily Life December 2015Here are glimpses of family moments from December 2015.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/cm1.jpgcm1https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/cm.jpgA Gift From a StrangerSomeone came up to encourage me on the sidewalk and gave me thing Christmas card and gift. Thank You!https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/christmas1.jpgChristmas1https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/christmas.jpgChristmashttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/christmas-5.jpgChristmas 5https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/christmas-3.jpgChristmas 32018-02-12T22:38:21+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/12/that-isnt-love-she-screamed-part-11-dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/pregnancy.jpgNoah, Ino and INoah, Ino and I in late Janurary 2016https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/newb.jpgNewborn Lily and Little IsaacNewborn Lily rested on my lap, while Isaac played below.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/pp.jpgTo Love Me is to Protect MePro-Love #LoveThemBoth #LoveThemAll https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/heart-in-clinic-window.jpgPro-Love Response to Abortion2018-02-12T22:35:48+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/07/1011/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/mercy.jpgmercy2018-02-08T22:52:39+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/04/dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story-part-8-a-madman-strikes/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/abbyjohnson_march2015_memes7.jpgAbbyJohnson_March2015_Memes7https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/abbyjohnson_none_memes18.jpgAbbyJohnson_None_Memes18https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/abbyjohnson_stpatty2015_meme25.jpgAbbyJohnson_StPatty2015_Meme25https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/isaacwithheart.jpgWe are holding our hearts out, praying for abortion to end, for all who enter Heritage Clinic for Women.We are holding our hearts out, praying for abortion to end, for all who enter Heritage Clinic for Women.2018-02-08T18:49:34+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/02/dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story-part-7-sidewalk-advocates-for-life/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/tally.jpgIsaac is tallying up the guesses!Girl or BoyIsaac is tallying up the guesses!Girl or Boyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/swfl.jpgLily on the bike cart at the driveway to the clinic.Here is Lily all bundled up in the bike cart at our spot next to the driveway of the clinic.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/smt3.jpgSidewalk Advocates for LifeHere is the back of my heart sign where I keep my resources to share with willing patients.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/swa1.jpgA friend driving by saw me and went back to Madcap at got me a coffee! Warmed my soul!2018-02-07T19:52:24+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/01/31/a-childs-faith-for-the-conversion-of-an-abortion-doctor/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/docsoffice.jpgA pregnancy checkup during the long 40 Days.It was always fun to hear Noah's heartbeat at our appointment.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/isaac-prays.jpgPraying for the Conversion of an Abortion DoctorIsaac urged me to commit to praying at the local abortion clinic every day.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/asthma.jpgasthmahttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/clinicmorn1.jpgclinicmornhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/early-days-at-the-abortion-clinic.jpgEarly Days at the Abortion Clinichttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/birthday.jpgBaking Lily's 3th birthday cakeThe children bake a cake to celebrate Lily's third birthday.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/lilysleeps.jpgSleepy Disciple 40 Days for Lifehttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/isaacwithheart.jpgIsaac at 40 Days for LifeIsaac holds high the heart by the driveway of the clinic.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/clinicmorn.jpgEarly morning at 320 Fulton during the 40 Days for Lifehttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/stroy.jpgstroy2018-02-03T01:13:24+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/01/dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story-part2-pregnancy/2018-02-03T02:42:57+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/01/26/a-faith-journey-of-advocacy-for-an-abortion-doctor/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/clinic22.jpgAbortion Clinic and Pro-Life AdvocacyThese two pro-life individuals are not associated and stand with a differing opinion on how to end abortion, and help women.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/dear-abortion-dr.jpgHeritage Clinic for WomemThis is the beginning of our outreach outside Heritage Clinic for Women, in Grand Rapids, MI. We came to take part in the 40 Days for Life, praying to end abortion.2018-02-03T01:11:20+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/01/dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story-part-2-prayers-for-another-brother/2018-02-03T01:10:37+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/01/dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story-part-5-a-boy-who-prays/2018-02-03T01:10:04+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/02/01/dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story-part-6-40-days-and-no-peace-to-quit/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/swafl5.jpgButtercup chewing Isaac's hat outside Heritage Clinic for WomenButtercup kept herself entertained by chewing on Isaac's hat.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/docsoffice.jpgdocsoffice2018-02-03T01:08:40+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/01/28/dear-abortion-doctor-a-big-beautiful-birth-story/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/abbyjohnson_march2015_memes7.jpgAbbyJohnson_March2015_Memes7https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/filmoutake.jpgPro-Life Film, Through My Tears - A Letter to my Doctor outtake, AbortionIn the Memorial Room at 72 Ransom, short pro-life film, Through My Tears - A Letter to my Doctor, was shot in 2012. https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/isaac.jpgIsaac wave jumping. Camping 2015https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/camping3.jpgcamping3https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/camping-2.jpgcamping 2https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/camping.jpgcampinghttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/clinic.jpg40 Days for Life Grand Rapids, MIGod worked through 40 Days to draw me to prayer, further piercing my heart for those caught in the web of the abortion industry.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/oma.jpgMy Grandma who inspires my faith.This is my grandma. She has always inspired my faith and ministry, even giving me the bookmark and asking me to pray for the local abortion doctor.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/downtown.jpgDowntownhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/isaac-with-his-little-sister.jpgIsaac with his little sister with his little sisterHere is Isaac with his little sister.2018-02-02T23:31:58+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/01/24/we-will-become-a-pro-love-society-one-choice-at-a-time-dream-series-part-5/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/noah-61.jpgPro-Love is Pro-Life, Trust Love(Also featured above in the womb,) Noah Cedric's name means, "Rest in God's Loving Kindness". His story is an invitation to abortion workers to turn from abortion to LIFE. We invite you to trust love.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/trust-love.jpgI will trust LOVE not death. Pro-Life is Pro-LoveFor you Mothers, and also for you preborn children: Believing every human being is never less than, always equal, I will cherish you, considering your life a unique value, a blessing, not a curse. My care for you doesn’t begin or end at birth. I will provide you the protection you deserve. Because I love you.https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/prolove.jpgPro-Love Society One Choice at a TimeHere is my choice, my pledge, We will not go back to coat hangers in a back alley; we will press forward to LIFE. I surrender to serving over controlling. Because I love you. 2018-01-24T21:59:42+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2017/11/21/the-axe-the-window-the-board-dream-series-part-1/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/11/add1438.jpgThe Axe. The Window. The Board. Three Dreams. Three Poems. Three Ponderings. One Revelation by Melissa Yeomans"Come with me into my dreams To see and touch forbidden things, To look beyond the cold brick wall. The cries though muffled, beckon, call." -Enter https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/11/aaa-frame.jpgThe Axe. The Window. The Board. by Melissa YeomansSummary: The Dreamer works her way through three compelling dreams, poems, and ponderings about abortion, into a resolution (including The Pro-Love Pledge) to build a pro-love society—one choice at a time. Copyright © 2017 by Melissa Yeomans Sparrow Song Publishing2018-01-24T20:31:01+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/01/17/abortion-workers-and-aborted-babies/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/best.jpgthroughmytearsfilm.comhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/thethird.jpgTheThirdhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/melissa-yeomans-the-board.jpgMelissa Yeomans The Board2018-01-18T16:37:27+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/01/05/i-am-witness-to-a-better-abortion-dream-series-part-3/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/the-abortion-dirge.jpgThe Abortion Dirge"And all your fine-sounding words, And your comforting clichés, Can’t stop abortion from being this way." https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/1.pngAbortion Hurts - Art by Amy Sun Hee for Melissa Yeomans"This better abortion still kills our children. In a whitewashed, sanitary place." https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/dsc_1091.jpgDSC_1091https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/www-seemytears-org.jpgThe Axe. The Window. The Board. by Melissa Yeomans"It’s all happening so quickly. I don’t notice the blood, or the new sound, a whirring of a powerful vacuum, only this woman—and that the medical waste bucket is too rapidly filling. Only the woman, and the soul cry that is soundlessly arising. I am witness to “a better abortion.” https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/the-window_melissa-yeomans.jpgThe Axe. The Window. The Board. by Melissa Yeomans"Carefully choosing his words, the abortionist had offered no baby back guarantee. And they had been fine-sounding words …" 2018-01-17T22:00:36+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/01/01/dream-series-part-2/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/the-axe-1-by-melissa-yeomans.jpgThe Axe 1 by Melissa Yeomanshttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/the-axe-by-melissa-yeomans.jpgThe Axe by Melissa Yeomans"In my hand I held an axe. I knew what it was for. The axe flashed brightly before me like a savior, Blinding me in my desperation. I knew what must be done." The Axe 2018-01-17T21:59:57+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2018/01/01/the-axe-the-window-the-board/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/dream-series-cover-framed.jpgDream Series Cover Framedhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/add1438.jpgThe Axe. The Window. The Board. by Melissa Yeomans"Come with me into my dreams, To see and touch forbidden things ..." www.seemytears.org2018-01-05T18:53:03+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2016/02/12/an-invitation-to-the-garden/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/ppp.jpgSidewalk Advocacy at 320 Fulton, Heritage Clinic for Women2017-11-21T17:01:53+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2016/02/16/let-them-see-you-a-precious-gift-on-the-6th-day/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/img_0693.jpgProlove Sidewalk Advocacy at Heritage Clinic for Women2017-11-21T16:56:50+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2016/02/13/hearts-all-in-part-1-of-the-long-40-days/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/sleepydisciple.jpgsleepydisciplehttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/11037700_10153746890054880_7841856808202499798_n.jpgHearts All In / Sidewalk Advocacy Heritage Clinic for Women2017-11-21T16:46:51+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2016/02/22/the-flag-lowered-for-justice-scalia/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/sleepy.jpgThe flag was lowered next to the abortion clinic for Justice Scalia.2017-11-21T16:41:43+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2016/02/18/the-good-father-joyous-harvest-on-day-8-40-days-for-life-spring-2016/2017-11-21T00:29:53+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2017/01/29/a-time-to-heal-abortion-grand-rapids-michigan/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/01/5withtext.jpg5withtexthttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/01/520a9686.jpg520a9686https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/01/520a9787.jpg520a9787https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/01/520a9768.jpg520a9768https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/01/520a9766.jpg520a9766https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/01/520a9764.jpg520a9764https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/01/520a9763.jpg520a9763https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/01/520a9761.jpg520a9761https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/01/520a9760.jpg520a9760https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/01/520a9713.jpg520a97132017-01-30T14:31:56+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2016/02/24/abortion-doctor/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/feet-best.jpgDear Abortion Doctor2016-02-25T14:31:28+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.com/2016/02/15/a-love-letter-40-days-for-life/https://throughmytearsfilm.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/heart-clinic.jpgheart clinic2016-02-15T01:38:54+00:00monthlyhttps://throughmytearsfilm.comdaily1.02018-05-04T21:02:39+00:00